Title:
Earning His Trust
Author:
Alicia Nordwell
Publisher:
Dreamspinner Press
Release
Date: Sept. 6th
Price: $4.99
Genre:
Contemporary
Length:
38,718
When I had my first baby, I learned what exhausted means. I
never thought I’d use that knowledge to write a book. Okay, authors know what
it means to be exhausted. We’ve all been kept on the brink of passing out by a
story idea or set of characters who won’t let go. But that’s an intensely
focused drive, for the most part.
Being a new parent means you lose a large part of your
brain. You don’t mean to lose it, but you can’t really help it. You are
sleep-deprived and worried about doing things right. You incessantly check
recommendations for food, growth curves, developmental milestones…. It all
takes its toll and romance becomes the last thing you worry about.
A reviewer said that I nail this feeling head on when it
comes to Evin’s character in Earning His Trust and I am so happy that, for her,
that experience I drew on also rang true. Days, months, and years becomes a
series of moments that seem utterly mundane, but that’s life with kids. We take
snapshots of those moments that are more,
and those become intensely important. In the same way, romance can be so much
simpler, more heartfelt, than those dramatic moments most people think about
when it comes to love stories. Ben is going to do everything in his power to
make sure Evin knows how he feels, even if it takes a million of those moments.
Blurb:
Evin lost the
only two men he ever loved. But he might get a second chance with one of
them—if he’s willing to take the risk.
Following the
death of his husband, Evin is living in Portland and raising the infant son
they had through a surrogate. Six-month-old Micah is his life, and if it means
no time for activities or friendships beyond his minuscule support network,
that’s a sacrifice Evin is willing to make. When he suffers a burn baking
teething biscuits, the last person Evin expects to encounter in the ER is Ben,
his lover from college—and the man who left him without a word of
explanation.
Ben knows it
won’t be easy to earn Evin’s trust and prove he’s not the same man Evin once
knew, but he can’t bear to watch Evin struggle to care for Micah, hurting and
alone. He wants back in Evin’s life, as a friend and hopefully more, but Evin’s
heart is fragile, and the years have changed him too.
Excerpt:
The curtain slid on the overhead rails, and Evin held in his urge to
snap about how long it took to get to him when the nurse said the ER was slow,
but he froze with his mouth open.
“Hello, I’m Dr. Perez. I see you burn—” The doctor snapped his jaw shut
and stopped before he reached the head of the bed. Micah was oblivious, sitting
between his legs and playing with his fake keys, chewing away on the rubber
tips and drooling. He clutched the soggy remains of a biscuit in his other
hand.
Evin had to swallow hard himself. Of all the hospitals, in all the
cities, his old boyfriend had to be in this one.
He looked… good. Older, some wrinkles at the corners of his eyes. It
had been… how long since he’d seen him? Not since Ben was graduating medical
school the same year Evin was graduating with a business degree. Evin certainly
never expected to see him here, and by the shocked look on Ben’s face, he
hadn’t known Evin lived in Portland either. Evin waited for Ben to say
something else, but he just kept staring. Evin took a deep breath. He could be
an adult. He was a dad now.
“Burned my hand,” he finished the sentence Ben never did. “I did it
about an hour ago, and it really hurts.” Maybe he could move this along. Plus,
Micah was on his third biscuit and getting fussy again. He probably needed to
be changed, have some lunch, and then would fall asleep for the afternoon, just
so he could keep Evin up all night again.
Ben dropped his gaze to Micah and then looked up to stare at Evin
again. “What happened to you?”
Did he mean how Evin probably looked like he’d aged at least ten years
since Ben bailed right before graduation, the last night they’d spoken? Well,
spoken wasn’t a very good description for the fight they’d had after weeks of
Ben ducking Evin’s questions about what he was planning. Maybe their
relationship had run its course; maybe it was better for them not to be together.
But he’d never expected Ben to just up and leave. It’d been hard, but
Evin had a job offer in Portland and he’d taken it. Fortunately, his best
friend, Gianna, came with him, and they got an apartment together in a
not-so-great area of Happy Valley. It’d been nice to have a friend he knew
would stick by him, but then she met Carl, and they fell in love. Not long
after that he met someone, but that had gone wrong too.
Gone was the bright, glittery guy who lit up the room in a flash, and
this version of himself was all Evin knew how to be anymore. It was probably a
disappointment. His hair was cut short instead of hanging down to his
shoulders, and he was in a blue T-shirt and a pair of gray sweats instead of
skintight everything. Nothing at all like how Ben would remember him.
Was he wondering how in the hell Evin had a kid, since he’d never even
kissed a girl—at least before when Ben knew him? Probably.
Or had he brushed off their history, leaving Evin as the only one
thinking about how the years had changed them—Ben definitely for the better.
Most likely, he meant how Evin got the burn. He was a professional after all,
and Evin was probably just another patient to him.
In the end, it didn’t really matter. His appearance, how he got hurt,
it all came down to just one thing.
“Teething.”
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The number one question folks ask Alicia
when she shares she's a MM romance author: "Why gay fiction? Why write men
when you're a woman?" and her answer is: "Why the hell not!"
Alicia Nordwell is one of those not so rare creatures, a reader turned writer.
Striving to find an interesting story one day, she decided to write what she
wanted instead. Then the voices started... Yep, not only does she talk about
herself in the third person for bios, she has voices in her head constantly
clamoring to get out. Fortunately, with the encouragement of her family and
friends, she decided for her own sanity to keep writing.
Now you can find her stories both free and
e-published. When she’s not on the computer typing away, she's a wife and a mom
of two in the dreary, yet ideal for her redhead complexion, Pacific Northwest.
Except for when she disappears into one of the many worlds in her head, of
course! She can also be found quite often at her blog, where she has a lot of
free fiction for readers to enjoy or working hard, or maybe hardly working, as
an admin on GayAuthors.org under her online nickname, Cia.
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